Most of us don't like to diet. Many of us could even use some extra help when it comes to losing weight. When a person with anorexia diets, she actually feels better, more alert and energetic. They may be starving, they feel the hunger pangs, but they've learned to ignore them. Dieting and not eating become the ultimate goal.
Researchers report that this kind of starvation acts as an addiction. The brain's natural reward circuitry responds to drugs, boosting the levels of dopamine which produces the high that addicts crave. Starving yourself may have the same affect.
Sydne's story
As I began to work on my recovery even more after I left the Facility I found out some really great things about myself that I never knew were there. I mean I thought at one time or another that I had some good in me but the bad stuff was just easier to believe.
I have a big heart and feel very deeply and passionate about some things that once I cut down the jungle of bad crap, I was able to recognize in me. I have always felt a connection to people who are homeless and wanted to do something for them. I wanted to find a way I could build homes for Habitat of Humanity.
I have a very good business head and figured one day I could find a way to build 4 to 5 homes a year instead of 2 for a family. I want to find a way to use old buildings in areas not being used to make more shelters or group homes for kids who have no place to go. I want to be able to touch people in a way they don't feel judged or embarrassed for who they are or where they are at this point in their lives.
I am the last person who should judge anyone. I am very passionate about treating people with dignity, respect and compassion. When I advanced from treatment my therapist gave me a bracelet I still wear today. It has the word "compassion" on it with a journal that she had written inside. The journal reads: "Your spirit is so full of softness that shines through. With allowing your inner child to be protected and safe, you now can be tender with yourself and those around you. You have been graceful and courageous in your recovery. May compassion for yourself always be the guiding force as you continue on your path of health, happiness and fulfillment. You so deserve it!"
Sydne
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